June 14, 2002

See the study on ,"Mind Control Using Holography And Dissociation: A Process Model" (March 2000- by Murray Gillin Ph.D., Loris Gillin M.Ed.,Psych and Deva Paul) from which the following summary may offer some further insight into the nightmare life forced upon the Targets of fbi/cia sociopaths and psychopaths: " A corollary of ...abuse and mind control in the abused person is the process of dissociation, a condition related to the creation of multiple personalities and known as Dissociative Identity Disorder (D.I.D.) and described in DSM-IV, (1994)....The traumatic memories' for individuals who dissociate, do so not because of active repression, but rather because their mental capacities are weakened by ' vehement emotions', which impair their ability to integrate mental contents....The traumatised (abused ) individual is incapable of integrating the memory of the trauma (abuse) into personal consciousness' (Van der Kolk et al 1996)."


Sosbee must by social necessity carry on as though nothing traumatic is occurring in his life and at the same time he  must adjust his analytical practices and emotional responses to deal with the 24 hour non-stop effects of the non-consensual research program of which Sosbee is a Target. [Sleep deprivation now takes a severe turn for the worse and the pain associated with general sensory neuropathy worsens. All symptoms are aggravated by the DEW attacks as punishment by the fbi for non conformity.] For more symptoms see: http://www.sosbeevfbi.com/part19-updatefor.html

One of the challenges that Sosbee notices in his life under fire is associated with the need to be a viable and functioning member of society at large (with all the niceties and platitudes associated with social interaction - albeit limited in Sosbee's life) and at the same time to effectively document (by record and by personal testimony) the discordant effects on his psyche of the mind control efforts. Further, Sosbee notices that at the moment someone inquires about the retaliation against Sosbee, the ability for Sosbee to change temperament from one mood to another (for example changing a smiling facial expression to a serious and chagrined appearance) meets no resistance. Apparently the identity of the traumatized person may not be wholly inconsistent with the mind control model described in the above referenced article.


This is not an effort at self-analysis, but is more an effort to maintain an intellectual grasp of the dynamics of an emerging human being.

Geral Sosbee

Check Gillin's and Deva Paul's bibliographical references below:

 See my recent reports that confirm that the fbi uses a form of Pavlov's "classical Conditioning" technique against me in efforts to discourage me from posting. Alternate Links:



From Brownsville, Texas

October 3, 2002


*To each individual who is terrorized, threatened, hounded and imprisoned by the fbi/cia and other government bodies:


You must recognize that you are being targeted because you are purely human and creative in your work, play, or home; those who target you intend that you collapse and that you surrender your beautiful psyche unto the mental dwarfs who want to kill or to imprison you. Hold your sanity with the idea that others not yet targeted need you to survive so that you may share with them the tools (both intellectual and spiritual) associated with your survival. Further, you must survive because our dear Maker (the Creator of all that is beautiful and holy in our world) needs your service for all of mankind. Understand, if you
will, that the mind games being played on you by the most manipulative and sinister government agents on earth cannot defeat you when you refuse to play their games.
They are the sick and criminal ones among us, in that many of them are regularly committing heinous offenses against their brothers and sisters the world over for their own personal gain and enrichment, or for an obscure political/economic interest; your conduct (whatever it may be) is most likely perfectly honorable, acceptable and in any event de minimis (compared to the severity of those offenses perpetrated against you and others by your accusers) and explainable under both man's law and God's law.


I and many others are with you. Hold and a brighter day awaits you as we individually and collectively tell the thugs, executioners and hate mongers of the world that their reign is over.


Love. Geral Sosbee



See The Modern Day Living Dead Phenomenon And Answer The Fundamental
Question Of Our Time: I Am Alive Amidst The LD! 


See also the following links for evidence of direct control over the human brain:








From Matamoros, Mexico

March 9, 2004


He best resists mind control efforts whose artistic vision and flair prevent such programming in the first place. Geral Sosbee

"I suspect that all the crimes committed by all the jailed criminals do not equal in total social damage that of the crimes committed against them"

Karl Menninger, M.D.
The Crime Of Punishment
The Viking Press, NY, 1969

"The laws are like cobwebs: where the small flies are caught, and the great break through"


*  "...the individual cannot delegate the task of defending his basic human rights-to dignity,liberty, and responsibility-to any group of protectors,..." be they clergy, doctors, legislators, fbi, mafia, police, judges. "For if the protectors are successful, they inevitably become oppressors...."

Instead the individual must as I have demonstrated muster all the resources in heart, mind and soul to resist and overcome as best he can the bestial tyrants of his time; in the struggle the fortunate fighter maintains his dignity and prepares the way for successors to advance (with even more fury, resolve and purpose) the search for enduring Humanity in this often barbaric world.

Thomas S. Szasz, M.D., The Age Of Madness , Jason Aronson, New York, 1974, p.361.